Wednesday, May 16, 2007

First Post in a long time

I feel like a new guy compared to a few years ago.

I don't blog much anymore. Thanks for reading my blog so far and commenting on it all this time, everyone.

I started this blog because I was bored and confused. Now I can see that there's so much to do. The people generous enough to spend their time with me have shown me that there's always a better way to everything. When that better way can not be found, I can create it. Systems and ideas are just replacements, till a better one comes along.

I don't really know what has happened to me, but I really feel like a new guy. Not different, but a improved version of my former self.

I like people more easily, entrust myself to people more easily, and have more faith in everyone, including myself. I do not torture myself with guilt and morality anymore. Concepts of human construct for people who do not understand that our actions ripple endlessly to each other, good or bad.

There I go again, rambling on and on. I really have to go back to studying. I'm really looking forward to enjoying my holidays with everyone of my friends.

Love and miss you all.

3 comments:

Elaine said...

You seemed plenty cheerful to me when we met last time. Can't imagine you as the type who wallows in guilt etc.

Anyway happy holidays!

KE said...

Exactly, same to you too!

so-p said...

legoman!!!!
i hope by the time you're in St. George's,
ini punya blog gets a new breath of life!

how else would i know what mischief you're up to!!!